I Would Follow You

I would follow you wherever you may go, only don't make me go in there. This thought occurred to me the other day as I watch the The Lord of the Ring: Return of the King. In one scene Aragorn (the returning king) and his friends Legolas (an elf) and Gimli (a dwarf) have to enter into a haunted mountain pass and a city built by spirits of the dead. Just prior to entering into the city, Gimli has a look on his face that says, "I would follow you wherever you go, only don't make me go in there." Throughout the movie (and the book its based on, excellent movie/better book) Gimli proves his love and loyalty for Aragorn. Yet, for the briefest of moments he seems unwilling to take the next step. Finally, in a mixture of shame and trust, he pushes beyond his fear and follows after the king.

I saw myself in Gimli--caught at a crossroads, forced to chose. Will I continue to trust my King and follow him even if I am uncertain where his footsteps will lead me, or will I in fear stop following him? It is easy enough to say that we follow Jesus. After all, nearly 2 billion people claim Christianity in this world, yet at times it is hard to distinguish the "believer" from the non-believer. But following Jesus is more than praying a prayer, or being baptized, or mentally accenting to some collection of facts. When the Holy Spirit awakens us to believe the gospel, he works a mighty transformation in us. That transformation brings about a desire to walk in humble obedience to our Lord Jesus Christ.

Richard Belcher reminds us, "the essence of worship is submission to God" (in A Journey in Providence). If we can stand at the beginning of a trial and say to the the Lord, "I would follow you wherever you would go, only don't make me go in there", what does that say about our faith? Is a faith not submitted to God able to save? The New Testament says "no." Thus we must conclude, we must humbly submit to the will of God and trust him as he leads us. We walk through difficult paths because we know our King goes before us, and he is forever with us and we are forever in him, by grace through faith. May we have the courage to say in the face of danger, "I would follow you wherever you may go." Then, may we step out in faith, knowing that our Lord will lead us to victory.